Nothing could be more frustrating than trying to recapture the fire that started and died a long time ago. In my case, the sequel to the first novel was completed shortly after the first book. In those times, I was a hungry wolf pursuing a calling that only by doing 'it' could appease; I was full of adrenalin, writing every day for 5 hours, fearing the momentum might dwindle if I stopped for a day. The result is an astonishing 32 chapter novel. That's 12 more chapters than the first.
While I'm happy with the pace of the output (I finished the 2nd book in 11 months), I wasn't so happy with the quality. The book had a lot of inconsistencies, purple proses, and horrid conversations. I cannot decide what magical powers to give to the characters and the villains sounded like a rehashed play from the first book. Clearly, I was getting the 'real' hang of being a writer.
And then one day, my worst fear came to light: the muse wasn't there anymore. I am left with the feeling of responsibility rather than the adrenalin rush when I first started writing. I didn't give up of course, which resulted to the third book's completion. I forced the writing to come, and it did. The bad thing was, the story was lacking inspiration, it rehashed the second novel's plot (that's when I realized I was obsessed with blood), and the characters didn't grow (I still don't want them to get hurt).
I was a reader first before I was writing, and I'd hate the 2nd and 3rd books; they didn't come close to the 1st novel's uniqueness. Dilemma then came: Should I rest and wait for the muse to return but will be losing a precious lot of time, OR, force the writing and produce a so-so result but can be polished later on? Instinctively, I followed the first choice, but I lost 4 years waiting for the 4th book to get started (which to this day didn't happen. damn muse). While I was progressing with the pages very well when I did the second option, I was dismayed by the quality. So what did I do?
I mixed the two things. I reinforced a writing schedule in my head after a week's rest, completing one chapter every week. As I waited for next week, I polish the finished pages, getting excited for the next one. Soon, your body will get used to it, mixing responsibility and adrenalin in an artistic productive way.
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